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"Now And Forever" by John Perkins: When God's Faithfulness Outlasts Your Doubt


Doubt is a heavy thing to carry, and can cause one to question if these doubts could disqualify you from His presence? That's what "Now And Forever" by John Perkins is all about. It's a song about renewed faith and the stunning realization that God never leaves… even when you did. 

John Perkins - Now And ForeverJohn opens with honest praise: "You gave me breath when I was breathless // You gave me life when I wasn't there." That's not a performance or pretense… just an acknowledgement that our very existence is an act of grace. John shows us that the cross and His resurrection are very personal: "You showed me love through your crucifixion." 

What makes this song very relatable is its refusal to dress up the struggle. Just like doubt didn't disqualify John from God's presence, your doubts won't disqualify you either. Weakness, low moments, our wavering faith — none of this can cause Him to break His promise. "Your word lifts me up when I'm feeling down," simple, direct, reliable, and quietly the most powerful thing we can hold on to. 

Give "Now And Forever" a listen. May it remind you that God's faithfulness doesn't depend on your faithfulness. Sing along… "Jesus, You've never let me down."

(Related scripture: Deuteronomy 31:8; Romans 8:38–39; Lamentations 3:22–23)

Background:

This song is about my renewed faith and realizing he was always there for me. Understanding that my doubt didn’t disqualify you from His presence.

Release date: April 17, 2026

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