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"How Many Times" by Ben Jero: Falling and Being Caught


Do you feel like you’ve fallen too many times to still be worthy of God’s love? If that is the case, then Ben Jero’s song “How Many Times” carries an important message for you! The song opens with three big questions: “How many times can I fall and you catch me again? // How many sins are too great to not love me again? // How many ways can I go away from your presence?” ** Spoiler alert !! ** God’s love for us is never dependent on what we do!

Ben Jero - How Many TimesSeriously! It doesn’t matter how far we wander from His presence or how many mistakes we make, God remains faithful. His door is always open! All we need to do is call out to Him and come back home! Ben recalls the story of the prodigal son in his song, as a reminder that “There’s no sin that’s too great // No work that’s undone // Like the prodigal son // You never left me alone.”

God doesn’t place any barrier between us and His love because of what we do or have done! God isn’t holding the door shut! Instead of turning away from us when we fail, God sent His Son to the cross to bear our sin and shame. He already paid the price, so that we may be free… So what is stopping you from coming back to Him?

This is a beautiful song about the hope that He gives each of us, including you, … unconditionally. When you feel too messed up for church or too broken for Jesus, remember that He promised to never leave you alone. You are seen. You are held. You are hope’s living proof.

May this song be a powerful reminder of God’s unwavering grace. He already paid it all, no matter how many times we mess up.

(Related scripture: Romans 8:38–39; Luke 15:20; Psalm 145:14)

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