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Estella Kirk - Someone I'm Not (CCM)


'Someone I'm Not' by Estella Kirk is a powerful song that touches on the struggle of feeling like we're never enough. The lyrics describe the feeling of waking up in the morning and not feeling confident in our own skin, feeling like we're constantly falling short no matter what we do. The kind of struggle that one can face when comparing themselves to other people, e.g. on social media. The chorus of the song says 'But I'm tired of trying, tired of fighting to please someone, to be someone I'm not'. The message of the song is clear - we don't have to be someone we're not, we just have to be who we are and embrace our individuality.

Estella Kirk - Someone I'm NotThe bridge of the song brings the message to a new level as it emphasizes that our value and worth come from God, not from our achievements or how others perceive us. This is a message that many of us need to hear - that we are loved and valued just the way we are.

'Someone I'm Not' is a song that will resonate with many people. Whether you're feeling the pressure to fit in or the weight of comparison, this song is a reminder that you don't have to try to be someone you're not. The message of the song is powerful and the music is catchy, making it a song that you'll want to listen to over and over again. So, I encourage you to give this song a listen and allow the message to sink in. You might just be surprised at how much it can help you embrace who you truly are.


Lyrics


https://genius.com/Estella-kirk-someone-im-not-lyrics


You can listen to the track directly on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/0Nu2dr0eQgfkS1wRTLciW0

Here is a link to the video on Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkfsrFA_u8o

Would you like to hear more CCM music? Then check out our Christian playlists on: https://www.christiandance.eu/playlists

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